| okay this is gonna be stupid |
[Jul. 7th, 2008|05:46 pm] |
I just wanted to update-
I really don't have anything to say except FUCK THE DELI!
omg.
Im over it now though-its gone.
Anyways life has been egh- its a routine now-get up go to work, come home, eat go to bed. Occasionally we'll drive around and stuff but not very much lately-
Anyways thats all I gotta say!
This is kriss-kross signing out.
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| Dom dom dom DREADS! |
[May. 11th, 2008|10:37 am] |
So about 30 minutes ago I started my 3rd set of dreads. I only have one in so far, and I'm going to take my time putting them in since my last sets were rushed and ended up more trouble than I wanted.
Rusty doesn't know yet. eepp.
oh well. I want to do this for myself not him. He'll probably shave his head now-that was our deal-he shaves his head my dreads come back. I did my part first so hes going to be bald. haha
My dreads will be awesome this time around and WONT SMELL because Im not putting wax in them this time around. I learned my lesson.
~K |
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[May. 6th, 2008|06:08 pm] |
dude- Im so tired.
Work has been a bitch lately. but eh, what are you gonna do.
Rusty pissed me off last night-we went to a cinqo de mayo party and he was so drunk. When he is so drunk and Im not it irratates me because he gets sooo affectionate. I wish he was that affectionate without being drunk
God I just woke up-I even slept through my phone's ringer because I missed sharon's call. She said we need to talk and I don't know what about.. I love my sharon because she is hilarious. I wish I could find her a perfect guy, she deserves everything in this life and so does Izzy.
Anyways Hell's kitchen is on and Im gonna go watch it.
Im soo lazy today
Tomarrow I work 5-2 |
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| old memories |
[Mar. 16th, 2008|09:47 pm] |
Tonight I remembered that before I had a livejournal I was on DeadJournal. I got my password and stuff hoping to read old entries but they were deleted. I deleted them when my mother found out the site and read all my entries and told my therapist. errr
Thats why I got a livejournal-so I could still blog online and not get caught.
Today sucked ass-
got my period at work, first thing that went wrong,
second people were retarded today at work and I just wanted to scream. (not sharon-I love you)
then I got home and felt like total crap-I was cold, sore and achy. I hate periods.
rusty is "napping" on the couch but its almost 10pm so to me thats considered sleeping for the night. oh well..
No clue what time I work tomarrow, either at 7 or 8
not sure...don't care
Been in this funk lately where I want to vent and express my every thought but when I start typing I get distracted and forget what I was doing. I remember back in the day of high school and such, I used to LOVE getting a bunch of comments in my LJ but now every person on my friends list stopped coming on here and I guess moved on.
My car is slowing coming together...its getting there-just really slow.
I need a life-I miss having parties and drinking with everybody-
Drinking with just rusty isn't the same...its like okay-have a drink get sleepy and go to bed. no fun.
I think thats a big reason why I don't mind going out to drink with Donna-its somebody to hang out with while drinking and It gets me out. haha
I want a dog-
no
maybe a cat, but I have horrible luck with cats.
Well Ill stop boring whatever audience I have, like there is one-pssh, who I am kidding..Im only doing this to amuse myself....
just to let you know
Im bored, not amused. |
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| Im okay |
[Mar. 12th, 2008|08:09 pm] |
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after my first car accident I think Im doing well.
I still cry alot when I look at the front of my car-
I hate my car now-I just want it fixed.
here are some pictures....
Igor is still running strong-despite the exterior damage
Igor just need plastic surgery.
Damn jesus freaks had to ruin my damn car....
^^this is after we pulled and straightened out some metal-
its getting there
wish me luck |
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| really trying |
[Mar. 4th, 2008|05:18 pm] |
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I really am...Im trying to post here at least everyother day.
I got "jane" today. Our snakes name is jane..due to the plant in her cage looks like pot. hah
shes sooooooooooooo tiny-i love her.
still a bit skitish but she'll come around
Talked to james today-which was odd for me-Haven't really Im'ed him in ages. He wanted to know whats was new..and then proceeded to tell me that I haven't done anything with my life, and being with rusty is holding me back. I laughed.
Being with rusty is the best thing I have done for myself since Nate.
Rusty acually cares and respects me as an individual. Hes a great listener and can make me laugh whenever I need a good laugh.
He is more of a man than james will ever be.
Had a dream about nate last night-which is unusual. I just let it be, emailed nate to let him know and thats that.
I need to clean.
IM going to go..so tootles
I have to work tomarrow too. ught |
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| first update in ages...I need to get back on track |
[Feb. 29th, 2008|11:49 pm] |
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Life has been pretty much routine for me since I moved up here, with the occasional mishaps and whatnot.
I realized something tonight, Never drink Guinness beer, eat cookies and read all your old entries..it makes things so weird.
Right now Im just waiting to get tired so I can sleep and watching rusty play DDR (gags and gets pissy)
I hate DDR so much.
Anyways onto more important issues.
I realized when I was reading old entries on here that My life seems pretty okay down in Florida-I had friends, friends who didn't mind me coming over ALL THE TIME, and I had stuff to do. I miss all of that. I feel extremely bad that I lost drew and Jessica over the whole kenny thing-I knew I should of told them-but I was stupid. Now I regret that-Jessica was such a wholesome person who I looked up to. I'm happy for her and her son-Best of luck to both of you.
I no longer communicate with Kenny. That part of my life is over. He doesn't want to speak to me so I stopped trying and came to my senses that he lied to me. I'm over it now and I'm glad that I moved on.
I just wish I could go back in time and apologize to those I hurt. I don't expect them to become friends with me again but to just forgive me. Thats all I want. forgiveness.
Lately I've been thinking about where I would be if I didn't move to New York. What would I be doing right now, this second, who would I be hanging out with? Sometimes I do regret moving up here but then I realize that Rusty really does care for me and I'm happy with him. I couldn't leave him if I tried. hah
I've cut down on smoking-I only smoke now while driving and while at work-which really when I think about it is most of the day. I take back the first part of the last sentence.heheh.
Anyhoo, downside of me smoking cloves is the price up here. seven bucks a pack! At least I have an okay job now and can afford them sometimes.
Rusty's parents sold their house last week. Now they'll have more money to fix up his grandmothers house.
We're getting a corn snake soon-we have the tank all set up. We're just waiting on a warm week of weather so they can ship it to us. Its pretty. Here is a picture:
I doubt that anybody will read this so Im going to go for now
tootles |
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| NEW YORK HERE I COME |
[Oct. 15th, 2006|07:09 pm] |
Tomarrow I set forth my adventure to new york. I will be driving up so Im going to take about a week. Stopping here and there in places in between because yeah.
But yes, florida haa been great to me and we had some bad time but its time to break up. Im sorry to do this to you florida but Its time that i move on. Plus your just one big sweaty penis.
hopefully i'll update soon....I've lost all friends on here...like it really matters. Its my thoughts not theirs. hahahaha
all mine *rubs hands*
but yeah.
I need to finish up stuff...
tootle loo |
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| my tattoo |
[May. 22nd, 2006|10:33 am] |
got this done yesterday (sunday) and I want another one really badly now! |
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[May. 12th, 2006|10:00 pm] |
FUCK EVERYONE>>>
IM SICK AND TIRED OF PEOPLE TAKING WHAT I SAID THE WRONG WAY!
I STILL LOVE RUSTY AND WE"RE FINE. I WAS JUST GENERALLY UNHAPPY, LIKE DEPRESSED FOR NO REASON>
BUT IM FINE SO FUCK OFF....
AND LEAVE US ALONE! |
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[Apr. 3rd, 2006|08:30 am] |
apparently the new "wal-mart" rumor is that Rusty (my boyfriend) has been cheating on me with (sorry..)Jason.
yup..its hilarious
Rose is, i think, the starter of these rumors. I can't stand that
so me and the rust were going to play into her little games and go to work and act like we're splitting up.
Can't wait until june to graduate!!
June 15th...one year for us! |
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| for BBK |
[Mar. 7th, 2006|10:24 am] |
"your a good person dont you ever let anyone tell you any diffrent if you have a dream then you run for it and never look back.and dont let anyone or anything stand in your way"
thanks BBK for the kind words...and Im sharing them... |
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| NATIONAL PANCAKE DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yum |
[Feb. 28th, 2006|10:33 am] |
FREE PANCAKES! NO STRINGS ATTACHED!
On February 28, 2006 from 7 AM to 2 PM IHOPs across the country will celebrate National Pancake Day (also known as Shrove Tuesday) by offering our guests a free short stack of pancakes*
SOOOOOOOOOOooooooooooooooo does anybody wanna go with me to IHOP tomarrow and eat some pancakes???
you know you wanna |
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[Feb. 20th, 2006|09:48 am] |
yo peeps..haha
yeah. there will be a party at my place soon so rsvp so i know how many people to plan for. |
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[Feb. 2nd, 2006|08:07 am] |
Im so excited about Brittany's baby shower. I cannot wait. I've been making a hat for the baby and everything. I hope her labor won't be that bad even though in reality its pretty damn painful from what i read.
Lately been working on my flash website and its annoying the shits outta me. I mean I hate action scripting with a passion but it seems like I have the most outta my class. go figure.
Went out taking photo's yesterday and it was fun...I even got a picture of that bitch on the bus that says she is "6 months" pregnaunt yet she is paper thin. dlfkjldsf
Gotta do taxes soon and with the money me and Rusty are getting back we're saving it up for a car since once we both graduate we're going to move back up north or to the Carolina's. Not sure. But Florida wasnt for me..To many bad memories. |
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[Jan. 10th, 2006|07:22 am] |
Does anybody want to play with my dreads and have fun with them????
(please???)
I'll provide food, drinks, alcohol, whatever. lol
~Peace |
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[Dec. 7th, 2005|07:04 am] |
okay-im deleting this journal and making a new one-call it a recreation of life..you know with the whole new year thing coming up..i figured I would start over.
so if you want the new name just comment and i'll give it to you. :)
peace out!!! |
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[Dec. 5th, 2005|07:15 am] |
im depressed-
i need someone to cheer me up.. :(
Am I to needy?
anyhoo,
I have off work tonight so does anybody wanna do something?
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I was going to post this amazingly deep entry but i forgot what i was going to say...mainly because I was destracted by the awsome animation that i just did..well not awesome but Its the first time i did something like this. I am animating dominos falling. tee hee.
Mr. Craven (campus bullshit president) wants to talk to me about my attendence and Im dredding that. I know im on probation but Im sorry that my alarm clock didn't go off and by the time i woke up it was pointless for me even to come in...seriously. Since i live an hour away (by bus) Its not like i can just hop in a car and get there in 20 minutes. I hate living so far away from everything-the closest place i live near is Wal-Mart and Publix on S.Semoran. ugh......
But yeah I need to seriously stop complaining and start focusing on positive things. I hate how I look at people too-I get so irrated by stupid people at work..Its just plain out ridiculos. (sp?)
Anyhoos....Class is starting again and I should really get back to my work instead of what i usually do which is fuck off online because im bored with this work sometimes.
I wish I was in Medical....mmm Scrubs...
ha
Anyways I think im gonna go see this band play tonight-not sure. Been craving to go to a good show lately.
Another thing-anybody who lives in the Orlando area-do you wanna play with my dreads and help them look better...They look like shit right now and yeah....
anyhoo im gonna stop now.
Cherrio |
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[Dec. 1st, 2005|07:25 am] |
wish I had a ride home today-not feeling all that hot.
Threw up twice in the womans restroom at school before class.
ugh...
somebody help me |
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[Nov. 30th, 2005|08:16 am] |
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Been thinking about after i graduate...what am i going to do?
I mean i could fullfill my dreams and become a squatter but then I'd be really poor and homeless technically. Or I could always become one of those mime people in the park...I never liked talking anyways.
But seriously, been thinking about going back to school except this time for Culinary. I miss the face pace of that field. I enjoyed making new foods and having fun.
But yeah-Been in that whole "zoning out" mood lately. Maybe its from the lack of sleep i get or the fact that i've been smoking way to much lately.ugh.
My mother is coming down here for the jolly x-mas holiday. (oh joy) She claims that she misses me and that i should spend it with family and not alone. Only bad thing is that she'll push her "christ the lord" B/S on me. I don't even celebrate christmas. I'll do the whole present thing but thats it. I don't decorate, I don't like how christmas become such a consumer holiday. I mean come on-3 weeks before THANKSGIVING and they had christmas music playing in Wal-Mart...christmas crap everywhere. What happened to thanksgiving..it seems like it just came and went in a snap of a finger.
Im disgusted with this culture im in..
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